I am so patient. Why? With all the depression and the loneliness. Why? Through all the ‘cheating’ and frustration. All the conflict and uncertainty. Why? I spend countless minutes wondering. Hours every day waiting. Days every month missing. I will spend months every year. Missing, waiting and wondering. Why? I could go out and do all kinds of things, things you wouldn’t approve of, things to get mind off of you but, I don’t. But, why? Because I’m in love with you. And only you. And forever you. I care for you more than anything. That’s why, and you should for Belial’s sake already know this. I know I’m not perfect. I’m sorry for when I’ve messed up. But this is always true. Even when you might be gone.
I miss you.